December 31, 2008
12:12am MNL time
Hello! Grabe, ngayon palang po, I feel so lonely na. Hindi ko alam ang nararamdaman ko. Halo-halong feelings, lungkot at saya at excited. Alam mo po, isa lang ang nangingibabaw sa nararamdaman ko ngayon, I'll be missing a lot of things!!
This is my newest blog. Maisipan ko itong gawin for us (it's public, pero alam ko wala naman mag-view nito.. hopefully). Siguro by the time na nasa Italy na ako saka mo lang ito mababasa. Syempre it's a big secret muna, para may suspense.
Ilang days nalang po, parang ang bilis ng araw. I'm happy that we'll be celebrating our 13th monthsary together. It's such a good feeling that I'm contented with someone. I love you with all my heart and I know (confidently..) that the feeling is mutual. I trust you, a lot. Keep the lines open palagi mahal ah, kung hindi alam mo na ang mangyayari.. (joke..)
Keep praying to God na maging strong tayo. I know being in this situation is hard, but I believe that we can do it. Nothing is impossible in God, as long as we ask for help. I'm looking forward in hearing from you everyday.. Just tell me if I'm so demanding ha!!! I know you have a tight sked too..
Let's face the new year right, happy and strong! Beat the odds mahal!! :] I love you so much!!
Loving you sincerly,